User blog comment:Rowanfall/I'm in a deep mood, so..../@comment-3440678-20120429080431

Wow. That was deep. I did read it all, but I have to make one point about a flaw before I give my views: The worst thing Solar Flares are gonna do is make pretty Northern Lights in the sky. Not kill us all XD Small Spoiler Warning, I am going to use an analogy later on which will give you spoilers for Warriors; Twilight, maybe TLH.

Anyway, I'm sure plenty of people, here, on the wiki think I'm cruel. I decline charart heartlessly. I criticize fanfic ferociously. But 'cruel', it's not really my nature for people to think I'm 'cruel'. I'm called weird on a regular basis, I know that one, I've also been called odd, strange, a freak, smart, and other words I forget. I don't think I've ever been cruel, as such, without realising. In real life at least.

Well, here comes my analogy (sort of) for dying. Cinderpelt knew she was gonna die, and therefore she accepted it, letting Leafpool and Crowfeather run off, when she knew she could have stopped them, and stopped herself dying saving Sorreltail (or whoever's) kits. But she didn't. I think this would be a terrible burden to bear, knowing you were gonna die, whether you liked it or not (I'm sure you wouldn't). I'd much rather not know, and get shot quickly or something fast, rather than know beforehand and having this knowledge. I can't think what to make a proper analogy of, but my point is still the same.

Now, personally, I can't stand to throw things away, especially if it's teddies, or thing similar. The real Cloudtail, who 'my' OC Cloudtail is, her mum made her throw about half her Teddy bears and soft toys away. I managed to adopt a few, not being able to bear this fact that they were getting taken away (DX). I must have about 50 teddies, and counting. I couldn't bear to 'get rid' of any, and if I were forced, I would be sure to make sure they went to a charity shop, so they could be used and loved again. I know it was your lovely blanket, but I'd still have put it in those charity bags you get through the door sometimes (Doesn't know if that happens for Americans), or at least put it in a bag that my mum was gonna take to charity. Same for books, with me. I will not give away books, unless I hated them. Only exception to this is I used to love these books about the rainbow fairies, or something, and I had near all of them (about 30 at the time, more like 130 now), and I gave them all to a younger friend, a couple years ago. I'm happy to do that also. Unless It's rubbish, it just seems awful to me to want to toss it in the bin, where it will spend the rest of its days rotting in the tip, or something (like toy story 3, *sob*). I hate to think of that. For things like blankets, I guess it's a bit different. If it was old and disintergrated, then you'd have probably had to throw it in the bin, but the way you described it, to me, sounded like it was still perfectly useable, just a little worn. Personally I'd have not even though of getting rid of it.

I realise I have rambled, and so I am going to stop now, and do what I was going to do by coming on the computer in the first place. So, Leopard's ramblings, over and out!