User blog:Nightfern/MY LIFE IS ENDING.

THE LAST HOPE.

Excuse me while I sob into my pillow.
 * Mood: Sorrow
 * Listening to: Suicide: Soundtrack from THE GREY.
 * Reading: A depressing story about death.
 * Watching: The Boy in the Striped Pajamas
 * Playing: A game where people die.
 * Eating: Feeling-Sorry-For-Yourself-Vanilla
 * Drinking: A liquid that can kill you.

I can't believe it. I'm so angsty and angry and depressy and all bad things that end with a -y.

I'm just-like.... it's OVER. And my some of my favorite cats... they're gone.

I'll always love the original series way better, and I loved and hated this book because of the cats they took away from me.

'''Spoilers. Seriously, spoilers. Back off if you haven't read it.'''

Spottedleaf. Hollyleaf.

Firestar.

I loved these cats, but the death that made my cry the most was Firestar's. I just kept imagining the original series, where he was just an adorable little kittypet, wandering into ThunderClan, becoming a warrior, falling in love with Spottedleaf...that scene where Spottedleaf is dying - dying for REAL made the waterworks start flowing again. He said she had told him she'd always wait for him in StarClan... but now she's gone.

And now he's dead, because of a god damn fucking burning tree.

What a pathetic way to die for such a noble leader-the BEST THE CLANS HAVE EVER FUCKING SEEN.

Hollyleaf, who's death I thought needless and who I loved... my god.

All in all: *sobs* MY LIFE IS ENDING. I AM SO DEPRESSED.