Bleeding love, A Night Of the Wolf songfic



Closed off from loveI didn't need the painOnce or twice was enoughAnd it was all in vainTime starts to passBefore you know it you're frozen I thought about Darkclaw, My roman lover, but I couldn’t love anyone besides my soon to be mate Ptolemy. I don’t need the pain of losing another mate in my life for I have already lost three. Six howls have passed and I feel I am trapped in my life! Like a pup trapped in the slush of the bank of the river Nile. But something happenedFor the very first time with youMy heart melts into the groundFound something trueAnd everyone's looking roundThinking I'm going crazy Something happened when I first meat the roman wolf. Something that’s never happened before. My heart melted when he laughed, when he smiled at me. I feel warm when I’m with him. I have found true love in him! I truly love him! Everyone one else doesn’t know about him! So they call me crazy! They don’t understand But I don't care what they sayI'm in love with youThey try to pull me awayBut they don't know the truthMy heart's crippled by the veinThat I keep on closingYou cut me open and I The only ones that know about me is Mars, his boss, the one that orders him around. He says he doesn’t like me, but I don’t care what anyone says! They have never been inside of my head when I’m around you! But they don’t know about us and I have to stop loving you for seasons after seasons. I have to close my heart for I can not love him! Oh how it hurts! I’m cut open  Keep bleedingKeep, keep bleeding loveI keep bleedingI keep, keep bleeding loveKeep bleedingKeep, keep bleeding loveYou cut me open  I keep wanting to gush out my love for him and his unborn pups in my belly, but I have to keep quite about him for I would be killed for his crimes! Trying hard not to hearBut they talk so loudTheir piercing sounds fill my earsTry to fill me with doubtYet I know that the goalIs to keep me from falling My mother that also knows and mumbles something about me, but she talks loudly so I can hear that see doesn’t like my choice in mates. She tells me that the Romans are nothing, but liars and killers. I know she dose this to try to keep from being killed  But nothing's greater than the rush that comes with your embraceAnd in this world of lonelinessI see your faceYet everyone around meThinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe   I love it every time he comes up and puts his tail on me or touch noses, it’s heaven! I was lonely until I saw Darkclaw, he brought me out of that. But still they fret about my unborn pups and say I’m crazy for claiming that it’s soon-to-be-mate Ptolemy pups. Maybe I am crazy for letting Darkclaw steal my heart. But I don't care what they sayI'm in love with youThey try to pull me awayBut they don't know the truthMy heart's crippled by the veinThat I keep on closingYou cut me open and I Keep bleedingKeep, keep bleeding loveI keep bleedingI keep, keep bleeding loveKeep bleedingKeep, keep bleeding loveYou cut me open I really don’t care that they say bad things about him. I don’t know why every soldier under his command tells him to break his relations off with me. But they don’t know why he doesn’t, they don’t know the truths of him or of me, I am hurt by all the time that we’re together or apart for I know he will leave me once and never come back. It has left me many scars to know that I am a war mate. And it's draining all of meOh they find it hard to believeI'll be wearing these scarsFor everyone to see I hate it! He fights and every time he comes back wounded it pains me, it feels like I’m being drained of my heart! Oh they find that if I am to become ruler of the Egyptians I must marry who ever they think is better for bloodlines and power, they do not believe in loving couples and true love. I have scars for being beaten by Mars because my mate is Darkclaw, I’ll wear them for everyone to see that true love makes all wounds heal in time  I don't care what they sayI'm in love with youThey try to pull me awayBut they don't know the truthMy heart's crippled by the veinThat I keep on closingYou cut me open and I Keep bleedingKeep, keep bleeding loveI keep bleedingI keep, keep bleeding loveKeep bleedingKeep, keep bleeding loveYou cut me open and I Keep bleedingKeep, keep bleeding loveI keep bleedingI keep, keep bleeding loveKeep bleedingKeep, keep bleeding loveYou cut me open and IKeep bleedingKeep, keep bleeding love I really don’t care what anyone says I love him, my heart can’t take more of this. I keep gushing my love out to him like heavy bleeding, yet he dose not return it. His silence cuts me yet still I keep faith to him. Still I bleed