User blog:Forestpaw13/Blegh. Decision.

Okay, before I begin. I thought about it. I pondered it. I lay awake at night. I failed a Spanish test. (Que asco!) And I've come to a decision. And this is not normally one I make, either.

Here's the thing.

I came here to help Night out. I made the edits go up, I wrote a couple stories, made my contributions, planned to leave... I couldn't. I loved it here, the small community and everything. I loved Night's dedication. So I stayed.

One by one, more users joined. My voice faded away. I think nobody knows who I am.

Two recent events have escalated my belief that NOBODY KNOWS WHO I AM.


 * 1) Night's blog making Leopard the deputy of P:C. Um, hello? I got a pretty big job, too, and I don't think anybody congratulated me. At all. I even pointed it out and still... nope.
 * 2) "Random Entry." First, what in the name of GOD is that for? It's stupid! It's a waste of everybody's time! I'm not participating in the first place, so I couldn't care less, but I consider myself a part of this wiki. I know what's going on. I write some of the best stories here (Grieving Claws. The Garden.) and nobody notices me. Is my description too hard or something? Like, what is wrong with Foresty over in her "HELLO I'M HERE" corner at this little party of ours? I came, I am holding a light beer in my hand, I am totally single, I am pretty and smart and funny, and still nobody approaches me.

After all my hard work towards the wiki, I think I might have to call it quits. Because I'm freaking tired of my voice not being heard and I have another wiki to deal with, anyway, where I have loyal people who actually DO listen to my voice and DON'T cast me away when they're finished.

FP  |̲̅̅●̲̅̅|̲̅̅=̲̅̅|̲̅̅●̲̅̅|  19:57, November 2, 2011 (UTC)