User blog:Shimmercloud/Plotline Controversy

I was wondering if I could get your opinions on something ^^ I'm writing a fanfic, which is on here by the way, and the main character, a rogue cat, goes on a raid to RiverClan. The main point is for her to steal a kit to prove her loyalty to other rogue cats, but I'm having a hard time deciding whether she should kill the queen or not. Because I thought killing her off would be kinda cruel, but she'd be so distraught if her kits was stolen...what do you think?